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epiphany: 50 Days, 50 Songs.

 

 

 

 

 

yeah

 

killer music.
my score for sea world's shamu show, and the story behind it

passion.
hear some samples of my first solo effort

we 3 kings.
the protagonists' christmas CD

music to go.
order some of my CDs

 

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How much do you know about Epiphany? Bookended by the 12th day of Christmas and Ash Wednesday, it's an overlooked season of the year.

Recently, I was thinking about the meaning and meanings of the word "epiphany," and the historical associations of the season, going back to ancient Egypt. It's a season of overflow, when we celebrate outsiders, Wrong People, odd events in the skies, scholars who are comfortable spending the night in a king's palace one day and hitting an unsuspecting peasant couple with extremely odd gifts the next. The Aha of a thing over here that somehow fits over there.

For each of the 50 days of Epiphany 2009, I decided to post a new song. Jazz, classical, pop, ballads, folk, instrumentals, vocals, my own compositions, others' compositions — it's all in there.

Epiphany the season is named for Epiphany the day, which starts on January 6th every year, no matter what day of the week that falls on; but it has to end on Ash Wednesday, no matter what date that falls on. So, this year it's 50 days — it's a variable-length season.

And it's a neglected one. Advent is observed in a warped way as "the Christmas season," capitalism's favorite month. Lent is observed too (around San Antonio, you'll see tons of people actually wearing ash on their foreheads), but you never hear much about Epiphany, even though it may be the most interesting. It officially starts with what's called "Three Kings' Day" (in Spanish-speaking places, it was often a way bigger holiday than Christmas) and it's a celebration of the coming of the foreign magi to visit the Christ child; and, by extension, the first manifestation of Christ to the Gentile world. I love that. For me, Christ is the Messiah of the Others. Foreigners, enemies, barbarians, pagans.

The pagan source of the January 6th date, by the way, is from an Egyptian festival celebrating the Nile's overflowing its banks. Perfect! I believe in a Christ who is too big for the categories, who cannot be contained or comprehended. He's one of the Chosen People, but then he goes and chooses the unchosen as well.

Epiphany was when the gospel overflowed its banks, when the God of Abraham pronounced Himself God of the World.

I often think about the magi: foreigners, probably Zoroastrians, mostly unaware of Jehovah, Moses, the Psalms, this massive thing going on miles away. And yet there they were, outside looking up, where we should all be.

So I've tried to call attention to this season by dedicating it to all of us who long for the divine, who are searching the skies, searching the books, coming from every where and when and how. I like how the word "epiphany" captures both meanings of "realize." That is, not only the Aha of new understanding but also the real-izing of something inchoate, the making-real of an idea, this Orphean gift we musicians have of creating something out of the nothing-but-tones that is music.

That's one reason why this project is so stylistically all over the map: classical, modern, jazz, pop, country, rock, whatever. I started off thinking that it would be cool if the only unifying element would be that it all came from my mind.

During what is often a slow season for musicians, I had a marvelous time. I never queued these things up to be released later: every day, I really did it that day, whether it was polishing up an old project or completely revamping an idea or coming up with a brand-new one, or finally giving shape to something I'd been kicking around for (in some cases) decades.

And so I invite you to join me in a four-hour-long musical feast of Epiphany.

 


If you find something among these 50 works that speaks to you, please consider making a donation — anything from 99 cents to... well, there's no upper limit.

NOTE: YOU MIGHT RATHER GO THROUGH THEM ONE BY ONE, IN BLOG ORDER, ON THIS PAGE.

 

 

DAY 1


Irish Blessing

DAY 2


The Guardian Angel

DAY 3


Goodnight Piano

DAY 4


Hebrew Children

DAY 5


La Marseillaise

DAY 6


Hedwig's Theme

DAY 7


Italian Beer

DAY 8


Beautiful Love
Changes

DAY 9


Without A Song

DAY 10


Allegretto

DAY 11


Stay With Me

DAY 12


Wondrous Love

DAY 13


Song Without Words

DAY 14


Chopin Waltz
Op 64 #2

DAY 15


Grace, Grace

DAY 16


Loong

DAY 17


Cirque

DAY 18


Corde Natus

DAY 19


Slack Key Guitar

DAY 20


Montana Sky

DAY 21


The First Taste

DAY 22


I Adore You

DAY 23


B-Wire Blues

DAY 24


Summer Stars

DAY 25


My Daddy Sang To Me

DAY 26


The Moon and a
Cup of Hot Coffee

DAY 27


He

DAY 28


Jubilee

DAY 29


Tom Sawyer

DAY 30


Comal River

DAY 31


Party Music

DAY 32


Satieling

DAY 33


I Got A Right
To Sing The Blues

DAY 34


Every Breath You Take

DAY 35


For The Beauty
Of The Earth

DAY 36


Sondidda Bosoya

DAY 37


Veni Veni Emmanuel

DAY 38


faomg

DAY 39


Luminaria

DAY 40


Fast Hannah

DAY 41


Stairway To Nowhere

DAY 42


Good-Night

DAY 43


Sandy Feet

DAY 44


Redeemed

DAY 45


Girl Changes

DAY 46


Awake, My Soul

DAY 47


Green-Eyed Boy

DAY 48


This Love Affair
Has Just Begun

DAY 49


Chim Chim Cheree

DAY 50


The Sound Of Music